DRAMA

i can't breath . feel like crying now pls .

wanna cry and cry but its no used .

kay fucked up , i need cigarettes ! LORD !

WHAT WAS I THINKING ?

when i came back i saw the lights in my house are all off plus the door is locked and so does the back door . i suddenly panic . i wanted to call my brother but i guess i have no more credits left . so im like walking alone in dark at 1 am to find a public phone but failed at last cuz it's freakin dark , cold and there's like a few street boys outside .. OKAY I KNOW I HAVE JUST FOOLED MYSELF .

so i went back home and think how am i supposed to get my ass inside the house . i saw my window is open and it had grill on it . so again i suggested myself to climb up and walk on the roof to get inside . i have done it 4 times . i climb up and i went down and repeat the same thing .
I ALMOST FALL DOWN but LUCKILY I DIDN'T . thank god . ALLAH is really watching me . ;'(

AGAIN , im started to panic cuz i guess im gonna be sleeping outside with my cats .

i feel like crying but i cant put out a single tears so maybe i just have to wait ......

2 minutes later

okay im sick of waiting -_- so i took off my cellphone and check my brother's number and tried to call .. suddenly i heard ringing so i was like , OMG . dont tell me i still have credits . i checked up my ballance and it lefts RM 1 something . i looked at the roof and i was like , what am i thinking ?!

WATTAFARK . so i tried calling my brother back and suddenly the door is opened .....

im terrified like fuck , cuz i thought it was my parents . my brother's voice appeared and he's like , " cpat la sikit , mengantok ni " .... im like so THANK FUL and THANK GOD and syukur ALHAMDULILLAH seriously . my heart begin to beat faster . i came inside and i whispered to my brother saying THANKS ABANG . SYG ABANG . i ran upstairs to my room like a maniac .

:-S THAT WAS REALLY FREAKY I GUESS , AND YES IT WAS ! -_-

THNK GOD IM STILL ALIVE AND I PROMISE I WILL NEVER GONNA CLIMB UP TO WALK ON THE ROOF . FUCK YEAH !!

WOW

today i kinda had fun with my besties and friends . first afi dtg amik . mahi and azrol ada skali . i bring min skali . afi nk bawak us jalan2 dkat shopping mall baru around setiawangsa kot . wangsa walk . not bad la . its kinda huge and the parking entrence is free maybe bcuz its still new . duh :)
so before he bring us , his car suddenly broke down exactly near the celcom bulding . so since his friend; dut worked there , afi asked for his help . dut agreed because he just finished his work so he brought us all to the mall and left afi's car at celcome building for a while .

we're at the mall and simply confused cuz its new . -_- we ate at ayam penyet restorant . after that we went back to the celcome building cuz afi is gonna drive his car to his house for an exchangement car . he drive his sister's car . :) dut have to go and mahi planned to lepak at taipan with eddy but then they changed and decided to lepak at rasta .

before going to rasta we chill at mahi's house . her house is opposite at miam's . didee is following but miam is not going . i tried begging her to come but she said maybe she will and maybe not bcuz she's freakin tired . i can hear her voice and she's like not getting enough rest . well , we understand . :)

so yea we chill at rasta just go for a drink and shishaing of course . min's friends also join us . scha , danny , and scha's friend cousin came along so yeah . me and my sister gone back home with different people . she gone home with her friends while i followed eddy and the rest . since i've been grounded , i will not going sleepover at mahi's so eddy sent me back .

okay , being in eddy's car is like sitting on a rollercoaster . LOL really scares me up . too speed but thnk god im still alive .

ADDICTIVE

my sex . DEM UFFIE love u bitch ! XD

FUCK KESHA WHO COPPIED UFFIE'S STYLE . boohoo whore !

anonymous : cool a good electro lady before lady gaga and the rest

me : TRUE

LMAO

OKAY

Cross out what you’ve done.
Italicize what you will do in the near future.


Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine. ( as in ketamin for me )
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. 'ecstasy', heroin, crack, 'meth', acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Had detention.
Had sex with someonelse boyfriend.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Had sex in a car.
Had sex in your parents bedroom.
Had sex in public places.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to Sea World.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

HERE GOES

feel like crying . lots of event . everyone is having fun while im at home . :'( no more grounded pls . 1 month cam lama je ;[

CTMLO